Welcome to my New LIfe

Thank you for visiting my blog and taking the time to read what I have to say/talk about. Alot of what I write about will be my new submissive life and the way my SO and I live it. I am sure some may wonder what does she mean by submissive, well, if your one then stay in touch with my blog and you will find out. I hate to say this as an ending note but I WILL NOT TOLERATE BASHING ON MY BLOG. IF YOU HAVE NOTHING NICE TO SAY THEN KEEP YOUR COMMENTS OFF MY PAGE. HOWEVER, IF YOU WANT TO ASK ME A QUESTION THEN I WILL BE MORE THEN HAPPY TO ANSWER AS BEST AS I CAN.
THANK YOU :)

Friday, February 18, 2011

and the fun begins

When sir and i started talking we weren't sure if we wanted to date eachother, i knew i wanted a dom and he knew he wanted a sub so it started as just that. The first as his sub that i would learn would be the rules.
 Rule 1. i always address him as sir except around family
 Rule 2. never play without permission
 Rule 3. never cum without permission
The first of my tasks were to be to learn how to control my orgasms, to learn how to orgasm only for him. Now i know some are probably thinking that is not possible, but it is very possible. All it is is mind over matter really, your mind, your brain is the largest sex organ in your body and what he is doing is training my brain to cum for his voice his command. This has been very difficult for me because we do live 2 hrs apart and most of my orders come from text or phone, but somehow i have managed. I am in no way close to being able to cum on demand this will take a awhile for me to be able to do. When my training began i was ordered to play everynight for 10 mins and bring myself to the point of orgasm but i was not to cum. if i did then i had to take 2 clothspins and put one on each lip (not the ones on my face). the training was going well up until about a month ago, then sir started getting very busy with school and work and he didnt have the time or energy to train me the way he wanted. so now i am to play everynight for as long as i can with out cumming and send him pictures.

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